im not going to make my life outside rpc a part of the discussion, except to say that im glad our friends have patience with us, and i hope your recovery goes as well as mine, or better. mazel tov, and next year in jerusalem
about the appeal-
omri, im not accountable to you. your comments dont seem sincere to me, and are almost entirely irrelevant to the topic.
not that any of this makes alot of sense, but, i dont know why you are involved? i presume that youre here because you pushed for a ban after christina reported to staff, but i wont accept your words anyway.
if you are the one who banned me than what do i have to explain? any staff involved should have made a decision based on confidence, but for you its not unbelievable that you didnt care about details.
other times you kicked me in the mc and dis servers without explanation, without speaking with other staff, and initiated other similar transgressions, for example trying to ban me without explanation far before this ban.
i dont think i should have to explain much, but im guessing that you decided to handle this and now other staff are staying away, and, if you were really open, you would have examined the specifics of what happened before i was banned.
either way, i dont owe you accountability and im not asking you for anything.
about rpc ideas-
far before any events mentioned here, when players old and new were coming back to rpc at the beginning of the year, i asked privately why you seemed to enjoy punishing players. since then youve avoided me. at first i didnt imagine you knew what you were doing, but you personally confirmed for me that you enjoy overusing power. if you wanted to open up now, our discourse shouldnt need the condition of my convincing you to lift the ban, which is an event you should already have examined.
now ive mentioned examination twice, ive seen no accountability and no effort, ill mention also that i wont listen to apologies, or anyone covering for mistakes. unlike the people who banned me, im confident in my convictions.
a number of people were involved in griefing, threats, harassment… yknow. and there wasnt anything individual staff whos positions i respect could do about it, not without potentially making trouble for everyone. which i saw repeating itself, so, i generally stopped bringing up the issues i saw to anyone. any barrier between people in the server enables this. i think were all better than that.
i am resolved to explain my perspective to someone, but if you do not have the energy or conscience to explain why we are talking, i have nothing to say to you. omri, i always imagined we would begin talking again, and that we would have great conversations, but this is not it. i want to rejoin, and if you want me to rejoin, let someone else deal with this
or end it